In the beginning God created… – Genesis 1:1
If you are searching for self-definition and meaning, it is advisable that you closely examine your first activities or spontaneous inclination in a new environment. Those are good indications of your calling or personal identity.
When situated in the middle of infinite nothing and nowhere, in the beginning, the first thing God did was to create. He created a system called the heavens (note the plurality) and the earth as the bases for His bearing going forward. Little wonder He is universally known as the Creator.
Now He has created us like Him; so, if you wish to ascertain identity and bearing, you need to consider those things you are naturally inclined to do firstly at the starting phase of something or at a fresh encounter. They could be pointers to your bearing.
You will succeed in Jesus Name!